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Fever Forever

by mowmowmow

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1.
sweat soaks pillowcase i saw you standing by the lake the sun and setting sky and i was feeling way too high cigarettes and caffeine set me off i think we’ve both just had enough i think we’ve both just had enough thoughts dry me out i just wanted to say that i know that i am way too late everything I’ve said was just in my head you broke me i’m nothing you hate me i hate me thoughts dry me out drugs crying out you broke me i’m nothing you hate me i hate me nothing can change i want nothing to change i want nothing to change nothing can change i want nothing to change i want nothing to change
2.
The Chills 05:17
what happened on the night we met? chest broken and my hearts on the fritz now and when I felt her in my bed her presence keeping all the cold out was it something in my head to make your mind change so sharply she said she started seeing red we were crazy but the times were never better but i never lose the lines that shine i said it all before the chills and silent stills everlasting quiet songs of wind what were these signs that you read? i’m waiting by the car now she cleaned the crumbs off of my bed she tells me i’m not happy here was it something that i said that put you on your way now she says she wanted to be dead it must be cozy when your six feet under ground but i never lose my mind my time i said it all before the chills and silent stills the doctors tell me I'm not okay I'm looking in the mirror expecting something more my face is always such a bore it’s complicated cause i can’t find any reason to call you my friend oh no hurting on the outside after taking a fall from this call you heard me screaming from down the hall i hope you know it’s cause you were there oh yeah you were there hate me don’t hate me when i’m gone don’t hate me when i’m gone but i never lose my mind my time i said it all before the chills and silent stills the doctors tell me I'm not okay I'm looking in the mirror expecting something more my face is always such a bore this time on the beach you’re laying across all of me you stick your mouth onto of mine and hoping that it goes alright i’m hoping that it goes alright tonight hate me don’t hate me when i’m gone don’t hate me when i’m gone
3.
(twan) Sweet memories Soon to be my sweetest enemies Wave good bye to my past identities Like who are we Who’s haunted you or me? the one that got away no remedies Ive was never ok with the subtleties All pictures letters colors linger collected all of these under my finger All Memories Soon to be my sweetest enemies Miss heart ache Eye that glow like daybreak For heaven sake I think I died and gone to hell It hard to tell when your lips promised me heaven why the type of dude where my heart open 24/7 love is like magazine you love to read new issue until they pile up and become new issue Miss heart ache you ever get tired of the unopened love notes tears in the tissue My love is like a heat seeking missile And you’ve gone cold so I missed you. Or I never had you It was never just me and you Always he or whom Never had breathing room And he was telling them the same shit he was telling you I can forgive but I guess it was always doomed Had me feeling like I was marooned on the moon My shadow loomed on moon Consumed by the wound Consumed by the moon (nicky) i guess it starts the same way that it ends i’ve go nothing in my head so no way to pretend got nothing but time but the ticking never stops and the moments before sleep when i feel my heart drop when the planes overhead make the people feel small when the days drag on and the fires grow tall when the children give up after giving it their all and the schools turn to dust and we’re forced to crawl I can’t say that i miss how it was with the bad days and the cigarette buzz with the words stray saying secretes last forever and it’s just not working out but you never say never we used to walk down on the cement streets don’t step on the cracks you said something to me but the echo’s never end and i’m stuck in the sea this sinking feeling in my head i think it’s killing me hectic thats how you are breathless cause you’ve gone too far at best i’ll never be of par it’s a mess but you’ll stay with the stars
4.
don’t say its too late when i’m running on nothing but time and you’re always so quaint when we’re running out of things we could try and i know
5.
Infantile 02:34
life was so good out here no fuss everything was going great i was timid and undefined i said everything i shouldn't uh-oh tell me what i'm living for uh-oh tell me why i'm living uh-oh tell me what i'm living for uh-oh tell me why i'm living nothing could shatter this image living in my mind someone spilled their thoughts on the carpet it’s about time i want nothing more then to hear you at the door i want everyone to realize uh-oh tell me what i'm living for uh-oh tell me why i'm living uh-oh tell me what i'm living for uh-oh tell me why i'm living i was so infantile destructive ending in denial just give me a while just give me a while i was so infantile inducted into my own style just give me a while just give me a while uh-oh tell me what i'm living for uh-oh tell me why i'm living uh-oh tell me what i'm living for uh-oh tell me why i'm living cry me a river i want to swim right the sun is hot and i want to drown in these thoughts that shadow my mind give me time give me time uh-oh tell me what i'm living for uh-oh tell me why i'm living uh-oh tell me what i'm living for uh-oh tell me why i'm living
6.
Wax Rosary 04:15
melting like a candle heat turn me to ashes those turning summer those hotter flashes turn me like the rosary turn me like the day you left and i’m still right here and i’m still alone i’ve been thinking forever “man i’ve gotta leave home” but theres nowhere to go and theres nothing to see when you’re living with no one and there’s nothing in me i wanted to fly i wanted to die with someone in my life but the times running out and i’m still on my ass watching the hour hand but it just won’t pass my hands are my friends and they help me creates and my mind is my friend but one of those friends you hate he hates me too he tells what to do and he makes me anxious when i think about you i wanted to fly i wanted to die with someone in my life but the times running out and i’m still on my ass watching the hour hand but it just won’t pass i’m not all here i’m still not ready to go "it's just me and my friends again on the weekend"
7.
chasing photographs wishing that we had a map but the times have changed we put out the flames and when you said to me your looking for someone to be that something i wanted to be that something now i’m nothing i’m just trying to get by my only friend is just the time but she cries when i decline to sit and watch her shine now i’m nothing
8.
stake my arms up to the trees and let me conversate with bees the sun will fry both of my eyes my body will go straight to the flies and all this dirt in my house and all this nonsense in my mouth i took a walk to see what it’s all about but i’d rather crash on ur couch the spirits locked up in my head my cats meow when they want to be fed my boots are losing all their tread i told the spirits and they fled you were just sitting in your car the night we snuck into that bar you told me i had gone too far so i looked out the window smoked my tar the floor is way too comfortable to not be labeled as a bed i think i’ve gotta find a stool so i can reach the lightbulb in my head it’s still too cold to swim
9.
we're nothing and something all at ones and when ur leaving i can feel that somethings gone on you stopped by late you said goodnight and everything just felt alright you sat you said not much my bad i sat i said not much too. and when you’re nowhere you tell me everything on your mind dont wanna know it i wish you’d leave those days behind and when we’re nothing i know that something is burning inside and when you’re nothing i saw a smile creeping in this time you stopped by late you said goodnight and everything just felt alright you sat you said not much my bad i sat i said not much too.
10.
stripes i knew it too well hanging over my bed and this place it feels like a cell but i guess nowhere's better in the end home what is home where do i belong stoned when we’re always too stoned too tired to get along crash in my bed while i see the situations running through my head and i know home theres no home i am on my own i think it all comes down to this bad jokes always a hoax tell me if I'm wrong I couldn't say what I wanted to say so I wrote it in a song our stars and the sounds from the cars the heaviness in my head the ground the crowds from around the happiness that you led I think it all comes down to this and the feeling that I got when we first kissed I think it all comes down to this to the smiles and jokes that we both miss I think it all comes down to this when you looked me in the eyes "let's take a risk" I think it all comes down to this and the feeling that I got when we first kissed everything is better in memories i wanted to live forever in these dreams ship us off together the crickets sing this time farther then texas the bells they ring
11.
you told me that I'm explosive I think I'm staring at the beast you started walking way too fast I took your picture on the grass and I'm watching it move it's out of control these demons we love they're deep in ur soul and you know it's already way too late don't tell me that I've gone insane I'm beating my words into my brain don't tell me that we've changed our ways these monsters aren't the ones to blame I've crawled and clawed out of my mind scenerios I've never seen in time your laughter playing in these lies I hear you beating at the blind and I'm watching it move it's out of control these demons we love they're deep in ur soul and you know it's already way too late don't tell me that I've gone insane I'm beating my words into my brain don't tell me that we've changed our ways these monsters aren't the ones to blame you paint a picture you sat right me you said something beautiful you walked a mile we talked for a while you said something cute and i walked away and all of my body it’s rotting away again and all of this time i spent its rooted in its place you paint a picture you sat right me you said something beautiful you walked a mile we talked for a while you said something cute and i walked away
12.
I can see the scars from all the holes Where your skin was stitched together But still, to me, your flaws are non-existent And when you’re near, I’ll never feel distant Where do you go when you sleep? Do you see me in your dreams? Please be the color in my ghostly world You be my lover, I’ll be your girl I know that I’ve got scars from the holes Where my skin used to be severed But you see past all that’s non-existent And when you’re gone, I’ll never feel distant I’ll follow you through all dreams If you’ll be the color in my ghostly world
13.
(forever fever) climb my mind i told u I’m fine the rivers still colder the winters not over well everything slow and ur still by my side but i’m not here i feel like i could climb 4ever 4ever 4ever nails & teeth bleach my sheets and pick off the fleas pick off the fleas you’re not here but i see you anyway in my head i want u to stay (all my friends are already dead) I'm hanging with the bad kids again it's always so hard to tell who is my friend and if I say nothing then I've already said too much I'm running with the wolves again it's always too hard to tell where is the end and if you died tomorrow I swear id regret so much and I can't seem to get to you

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don't quit dreaming.

mowmowmow's 5th album

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released May 6, 2015

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mowmowmow New Orleans, Louisiana

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2013
new orleans la
synth pop
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