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Even Tides

by mowmowmow

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1.
Ebb 03:17
Part i: Ft. Rachel Lauth Rachel_ "I want to drown all of my thoughts of them in the lake I want to cry out to the apparitions that loom over me while I sleep I want to tell them that I understand I want to convince them that i am alive I want them to stop knocking at my door I want to quit letting them in I want to not hear them when I close my eyes I want to not see them when they open, clawing at my bed post I want to scream I want to hide I want to convince myself that they aren't here for me I want to convince myself that they aren't here for me I want to convince myself that they aren't here for me I want to convince myself that they aren't here for me." Part ii: Ft. Brad Bartee of 35 PSI & Survivors Guilt Brad_ "the ghost he’s there he’s in my room she’s on the food i eat with you i guess i know that things will go and on and on and on make sure you feel the way you did when i said once when i said twice how 'bout we die tonight (tonight)"
2.
Flow 04:32
Part iii: Ft. Miuna Mae Miuna_ "hey how have u been i just want to know so i can help you i don’t wanna lie i know it’s not right but i don’t wanna cry anyone i wanna be there i wanna be something i don’t want to care anymore but when you are close and the time is right i want you to teach me how to love you it’s scary alone too much time at home and distance is poison to our minds but all that aside i know that i tried still he’s not coming over anymore i wanna be there i wanna be something and i don’t want to care, oh i don’t want to care anymore (anymore) leave me alone i take back everything i said and the note that i left throw it away what do you want me to say?? gotta keep my cool and don’t lose my head and go on with life but i wish i was dead and every left turn reminds me the way that say that you say what you say that say what you say (what you say) wait help me i think i’m losing track of my mind you felt me you gave me everything but your time but somehow i can’t help but to murmur your name i wait now cause when you pick up i’ll finally say hey how have u been i just want to know so i can help you i don’t want to lie i know it’s not right but i don’t want to cry anyone i wanna be there i wanna be something i don’t want to care anymore but when you are close and the time is right i want you to teach me how to love you i swear that i’ve changed or maybe deranged or maybe i’m physco and i know everything that u said that sounded better in my head what’s happening to me i’ve spent hours of time trying to get u to see but you’re nothing but scared you want me out of your hair and how could i dare try and argue guess i’m a little bit much i mean i require your touch and who wants to bother help me i think i’ve totally lost my mind and i think i feel it on the back of my spine please save me i can’t help but to murmur your name i’ll change me and when you pick up you’ll finally see hey how have u been? i just want to know so i can help you i don’t want to lie i know it’s not right but i don’t want to cry anyone i wanna be there i wanna be something i don’t want to care anymore but when you are close and the time is right i want you to teach me how to love you it’s scary alone too much time at home and distance is poison to our minds but all that aside i know that i tried still he’s not coming over anymore i wanna be there (wanna be there) i wanna be something (wanna be something) i don’t want to care (and i don't wanna care) i don’t want to care anymore (anymore)"
3.
Bight Down 04:02
Part iv: Ft. Miuna Mae Miuna_ "what am i? what am i? where do i want to be? in ten years will i struggle just to get on my feet? and i care, yes i care, but i'm somewhere between wanting to die wanna cry wanna blow off some steam and i know somethings going on in my brain and i want it stop (stop) but i know but i know it was nothing but my head playing games but i just wanted it to feel the same but i just wanted it to feel the same (sik beatz) i saw the lines drop from skies and leave to me something behind something to breath that u left at the sea and i know somethings going on in my brain and i want it stop but i know but i know it was nothing but my head playing games but i just wanted it to feel the same but i just wanted it to feel the same (more sik beatz) (i saw the lines drop from skies and leave to me something behind something to breath that u left at the sea i saw the lines drop from skies and leave to me something behind something to breath) what if i, rolled the dye, where i want it to be how do i quantify, what i want it to see and i care, but i’m scared, guess i’m somewhere between so bite down, cry out, wanna blow of some steam and i can’t quite believe it somethings just not working in me and i wanted to retrieve it but it’s hard to run with two broken feet and i can’t quite believe it somethings just not working in me and i wanted to retrieve it but it’s hard to run with two broken feet and i know somethings going on in my brain and i want it stop but i know but i know it was nothing but my head playing games and i know somethings going on in my brain and i want it stop (stop) but i know but i know it was nothing but my head playing games but i just wanted it to feel the same but i just wanted it to feel the same but i just wanted it to feel the same but i just wanted it to feel the same"
4.
Cold Heart 03:58
Part v: Ft. Miuna Mae Miuna_ "feels from a place I've already been from the outside of mine looking in feels like i’ve lost my own skin feels like I'm drowning on the shallow end and a cold heart grows (to your footsteps fading away) and a cold heart knows (to your footsteps fading away) That the racket in the left side died And I left it the on road side left me with my hopes tied regret the way that i cried When you left me on the road side My god I'm disgusting I'm a monster without a under bed to hide I feel my ankles rusting I want to cry out for everything that I tried But you lied and in my eyes i believed that u would be the first one not to get up and leave You deserted me without water On an island way out at sea And you threw away every inch of us When you said that you were done with me and a cold heart grows (to your footsteps fading away) and a cold heart knows (to your footsteps fading away) That the racket in the left side died And I left it the on road side left me with my hopes tied regret the way that i cried When you left me on the road side this desert island where i lie if u were here i wouldn’t want to die i tore your picture off my wall now i don’t feel anything at all i’ll leave you on the shelf and i’ll just throw myself away and if the interest changes i’ll dust you off some sunny day inspire someone else i will i’ll tell them all the good things and if these words will be my will give all my love to you again give all my love again give all my love again and a cold heart grows (to your footsteps fading away) and a cold heart knows (to your footsteps fading away) That the racket in the left side died And I left it the on road side left me with my hopes tied regret the way that i cried When you left me on the road side and a cold heart grows (to your footsteps fading away) and a cold heart knows (to your footsteps fading away) That the racket in the left side died And I left it the on road side left me with my hopes tied regret the way that i cried When you left me on the road side (to your footsteps fading away) (to your footsteps fading away) (to your footsteps fading away) (to your footsteps fading away)"
5.
Gone Under 03:54
Part vi: Ft. Brandi Callias Brandi_ "melting under the shifting moon i've gone under to a world that i cannot refuse moving under the flowing blue sinking slowly into my peaceful suffocating drowning" Part vii: Ft. Miuna Mae & Brandi Callias Miuna_ "You were my evening river you were the warmth laid under my neck i wait to no deliver you were the siren that caused the wreck I think back to September I held your hand you kissed my face but just the moment you win her you turn away to change your fate i can’t blame anyone anymore for the words that light up on my cell i held your hand when you crossed the door but you’re giving me hell (but you're giving me hell) and i act alright but i’m not alright and you’re acting fine but what about all the time what about all the time what about all the time One last kiss was it worth it One last word One night more can i make it One more word And if your lungs collapse I’d be the air that holds gives you life and if you change your mind You know i’d love to be your i hope that i wasn’t a knife i hope that i wasn’t a knife but wasn’t it nice but wasn’t it nice but wasn’t it nice but wasn’t it nice i hope that i wasn’t a knife but wasn’t it nice i hope that i wasn’t a knife but wasn’t it nice"
6.
intro feat. Chloe Krake Part viii: Ft. Rachel Lauth Rachel_ "we got bandanas on our hears got moola in our pockets 'cause the sales" Part ix: Ft. Hantwan Alexander & Hassan Abdullahi Hass_ "u know i be feeling myself GURL u know i feel myself GURL u know i be feeling myself GURL u know i feel myself GURL i been lookin' down wondering now all this day i be like girl whats up i said hey but you don't call me no more gurl whhhHHHHYYYY" Hantwan_ "You don't have to call no more i don't give a fuck i ain't trippin' tho i ain't even checking my phone though i ain't thinking bout you every second though i ain't really tripping ain't nothing girl feeling like u ain't my world feeling like i really don't need you feeling like i don't need more of you" Hass_ "u know i be feeling myself GURL u know i feel myself GURL u know i be feeling myself GURL u know i feel myself GURL i been lookin' down wondering now all this day i be like girl whats up i said hey but you don't call me no more gurl whhhHHHHYYYY"
7.
Part x: Ft. Miuna Mae with Chris Littlejon on Drums Miuna_ "For those who said it'd get better You lied For those who tell me I should forget him I tried And sure maybe I shouldn't be so dreary To write an entire album about a boy i don’t have summer in my eyes, no i don’t have money or an amazing sense of mind, no but i’m pretty decent at a few good things i’m the type of girl thats hard to come by (jammin) so tell your friends about your ex winter lover and tell your mother that she's got her way and when you tell her that you’ve found another don’t expect that her opinion will change, no i don’t have summer in my eyes i don’t have money or an amazing sense of mind, no but i’m pretty decent at a few good things i’m the type of girl thats hard to come by i hope you miss me now all i wanted was for you to turn around i hope you’re happier now i hope you’re happier now now now now now i don’t have summer in my eyes i don’t have money i don’t have anything going on in my mind i’m a pitiful shit excuse for a human and i can’t do anything right and i will lose everything i love when i think it’s alright i would try to kill myself but i’d probably fuck it up again i want this nightmare to end (i want this nightmare to end) i want to drown in my puke in my bed tonight and get this image of you out of my head tonight i’m a piece of shit i do nothing but cry i’m the type of girl that hard to come by i’m the type of girl that hard to come by i’m the type of girl that hard to come by i’m the type of girl that hard to come by i’m the type of girl that hard to come by"
8.
Part xii: Ft. Miuna Mae Miuna_ "I miss your arm When it was hanging round me While I slept And now I'll never be clean I really thought I felt on top of it But now we're polar opposites So Monday I'll take my thoughts to the park And they'll stay With care I'll carve them in bark you won't come over to talk of it cause now we're polar opposites I wish I could make this painless I wish I could not be scared I wish I could just be mindless If I end this would you see that I cared So I’ll wait Yeah I’ll wait So I’ll stay Oh I’ll stay I don't wanna stop myself from counting down keep crying cause I know you're not coming around you said you're done with all my shit And now we're polar opposites don't wanna stop myself from counting down keep crying cause I know you're not coming around you said you're done with all my shit And now we're polar opposites don't wanna stop myself from counting down keep crying cause I know you're not coming around you said you're done with all my shit And now we're polar opposites" Part xiii: Ft. Brad Bartee & Miuna Mae Brad_ "Patience, safely ill climb over towers to see the ghost go home safely safely have you seen the dreary scenes of peculiar fate? i'm surprised i'm shocked i'm surprised i'm shocked let me tell you what i really do where i really go let me tell you what i really do where i really go when i'm not with you when i'm not with you" Miuna_ "I don't wanna stop myself from counting down keep crying cause I know you're not coming around you said you're done with all my shit And now we're polar opposites don't wanna stop myself from counting down keep crying cause I know you're not coming around you said you're done with all my shit And now we're polar opposites" Brad_ "we're older, and nobody can feel a thing we're older, and nobody can feel a thing without patience, you can feel it setting in without patience, you can feel it setting in feel it setting in" Part xiv: Ft. Miuna Mae Miuna_ "ya know i can’t say why but it’s the only thing weighing on the back of my mind ya know i can’t quite tell cause i’m the only thing keepin me all locked by myself u keep ‘em running to me u keep ‘em running u keep ‘em running to me i’ll keep ‘em coming, i guess u keep ‘em running to me u keep ‘em running u keep ‘em running to me i’ll keep ‘em coming, i guess you’ve got ur ten pound luck you’ve keep ur head now nailed to the top of a truck you’ve got a bullet proof mind who was i to think that something could be perfectly timed u keep ‘em running to me u keep ‘em running u keep ‘em running to me i’ll keep ‘em coming, i guess u keep ‘em running to me u keep ‘em running u keep ‘em running to me i’ll keep ‘em coming, i guess"
9.
Starry Skies 03:46
Part xv: Ft. Rachel Lauth & Miuna Mae Miuna & Rachel Switching off_ 3 months, oh three months and still i'm running around like a chicken without it’s head so how come, oh how come, when things start turning around they go right back down instead i know, i know, but it get’s better with time i think that’s something you find so forget, forget, try to forget his face i think you’ll see it with space but it’s not like that, cause what if he texts me back? and what if he doesn’t you know you shouldn’t think like that. but he said forever forever isn’t as long as you’d think and i can’t stand this waiting game it’s not really a game if there’s you’re the only one playing do you get what i’m saying now? i understand, understand but i don’t get how how am i supposed to wake up it’s really feeling like a break up now and how much time should this take up i think i’m ready for a make up now how am i supposed to wake up it’s really feeling like a break up now and how much time should this take up i think i’m ready for a make up now He loves me not, and yet I thought In winter love again I'm caught And I'll refute on every truth Until I've wasted all my youth And if he- I'm gonna stop you right there cause If he cared he would be right here If you only knew the strength of two Was just a myth he taught to you how am i supposed to wake up you get your self worth and you take it back and how much time will this take up don’t treat a breakup like a heart attack how am i supposed to wake up “how am i supposed to help you when you only hear yourself” and how much time should this take up “take up a hobby or two just to keep yourself busy for now” When nonsense spills Im staying still Back to a thing I'm calling fine Regaining trust Isn't a must was it love or was it lust? Time multiplies Feelings subside Love lies alone in the starry skies how am i supposed to wake up you get your self worth and you take it back and how much time should this take up don’t treat a breakup like a heart attack how am i supposed to wake up “how am i supposed to help you when you only hear yourself” and how much time should this take up “take up a hobby or two just to keep yourself busy for now When nonsense spills Im staying still Back to a thing I'm calling fine Regaining trust Isn't a must was it love or was it lust? Time multiplies Feelings subside Love lies alone in the starry skies”
10.
Even Tides 04:47
Part xvi: Ft. Miuna Mae Miuna_ "the text said i was an eight oh great! shit, what do i say from here.. how do you tell someone you like them, but stay away from making it weird? (so i say) sorry, i’ve got a lot of anxiety but if you’ve got nothing to do i think right now what i want is to spend a couple hours with you (is to spend a couple hours with you) walls, the pressure, can i rest here? sun spotted and stopped when was the last time that i mopped? not lately!!! but i’m thinking that you hate me now the odds of us returning to reverse this to the second of it turning it’s getting lesser and lesser but i think you were the best sir how how do you not lie awake? The moment and the sound of the break The wind cried for us to stop when it dimmed who was left ontop So guess we B R E A K How much will she cry today? I may be young But I'm so undone I'm out of breath I'm out of touch So did you L O V E me? sensation in my brain when u talk to me I may be young I'm so undone I'm out of breath I'm still in love. i lost 7 pounds when u walked away told myself i wouldn’t cry today spent whole days in bed this may just hoping that you’d come again my way... but you didn’t and i’m starting to hate every inch of you for this hell that this love has been putting me through just the second that i thought i saw sincerity you flipped all of your cards and you said to me (he said) “i don’t think it could work anymore because your so fucking insane and you’re annoying to the core” of course i’m paraphrasing but you know the words are racing every mention of his name i go crazy gotta say it cause (i didn’t want it to break i didn’t want it to break were you just being fake?? i didn’t want it to break) So! So guess we B R E A K How much will she cry today? I may be young I'm so undone I'm out of breath I'm out of touch So did you L O V E me? sensation in my brain when u talk to me I may be young I'm so undone I'm out of breath I'm still in love. So did you L O V E me? sensation in my brain when u talk to me I may be young I'm so undone I'm out of breath I'm still in love. the text said i was an eight oh great! shit, what do i say from here.. how do you tell someone you like them but stay away from making it weird? (so i say!!) sorry, i’ve got a lot of anxiety but if you’ve got nothing to do i think right now what i want is to spend a couple hours with you So guess we B R E A K How much will she cry today? I may be young But I'm so undone I'm out of breath I'm out of touch So did you L O V E me? sensation in my brain when u talk to me I may be young I'm so undone I'm out of breath I'm still in love. (I may be young I'm so undone I'm out of breath I'm still in love)" </3
11.
part xvii: produced by miuna mae there are no lyrics.
12.
Flashes 04:21
part xviii: Ft. Miuna Mae "hey i know the feeling like you’re running out of reason like you’re running out of time like you’re lost without a season so you’re running out of mind like you’re stuck with two left shoes hard to say whats on your mind like you’re broke without a clue i really want to stay i i really want to say i know i really want to stay i i really wish you’d say something like I can’t get you out of my mind, no starting to think that i’m finally fine, oh hoping that things will work out this time oh and i’m telling you i want nothing but validation, from you i want nothing but validation, from you Please don't see me differently, no Please don't see me differently, no Please don't see me differently, no then how i see u Please don't see me differently, no Please don't see me differently, no Please don't see me differently, no then how i see u Pinch me for the feeling wake me up, I think i'm dreaming nothing's ever gone my way like this (please don't go away no) tell me what your thinking gears in my head wont stop clinking feels like i've been waiting so long for this (please don't go away np) i really want to stay i i really want to say i know i really want to stay i i really wish you’d say something like I can’t get you out of my mind starting to think that i’m finally fine hoping that things will work out this time oh and i’m telling ya i want nothing but validation, from you i want nothing but validation, from you I can’t get you out of my mind starting to think that i’m finally fine hoping that things will work out this time oh and i’m telling ya you can stand in the depression that’s come your way you can curl up forever and whither away you’ll see when everything passes sadness lasts for moments like camera flashes I can’t get you out of my mind starting to think that i’m finally fine hoping that things will work out this time oh I can’t get you out of my mind I can’t get you out of my mind I can’t get you out of my mind I can’t get you out of my mind starting to think that i’m finally fine hoping that things will work out this time oh and i'm telling you!!"
13.
Watson 02:54
part xix: Ft. Miuna Mae I'm going to miss you watson. "Thanks for the bad days You made them alright You made me feel ok Thanks for those big eyes Yellow eyes and both times I've already said goodbye To you Good byes aren't forever Good byes aren't forever, no Good byes aren't forever Im praying what I'm saying is true You were my favorite dance partner you were my favorite conversation host you were my wide eyed brother you were the thing in the this world i loved the most you were my watcher at night you were my heater when my feet got cold you make everything feel alright i’m so sorry that you never got to grow old i can’t share my red blood cells with you but if i could i give you my few and i’d let your voice echo through my halls i’d let your voice break through these walls i can’t let the breath back in you i can’t let your veins start flowing again i can’t give you another few years i won’t ever get to see you growing again Good byes aren't forever Good byes aren't forever Good byes aren't forever Im praying what I'm saying is true goodbyes aren’t forever goodbyes aren’t forever goodbyes aren’t forever it’s not goodbye until say its good bye it’s not goodbye until i say goodbye goodbye"
14.
part xx: Ft. Miuna Mae & Rachel Lauth Brad Bartee on Guitar & Bass "(all away) no kooks in arkansas, okay? you can throw it all away all away no time time for miracles today you can throw it all away all away it seems fine oh it seems fine oh it seems fine it seems like oh it seems like i'm i’m fine no kooks in arkansas, okay??!! you can throw it all away all away no time time for miracles today you can throw it all away all away it's seamless where did u go tonight? up to the third floor alright the fall won’t kill you the fall won’t kill you where did u go tonight? up to the third floor alright the fall won’t kill you the fall won’t kill you the fall won’t kill you the fall won’t kill you the fall won’t kill you the fall won’t kill you the fall won’t kill you the fall won’t kill you the fall won’t kill you the fall won’t kill the fall won’t kill no kooks in arkansas, okay?!?!?!?!?!?! you can throw it all away all away"
15.
part xxi: Ft. Miuna Mae "I remember Sitting on the edge of the world And you were there And you looked me in my eyes and smiled Returned to sender I'm waiting on the last line of hope And you could be here And I'd look you in the eyes and think a while Scythe, Id prefer I don't want to take the knife, out of her I want you by my side, in turn Because Regardless you'll still be on my mind, my sir So give me a surprise, confound And give it to my ears, the sound All of the lights, around And the jumping of stars in our town Make me feel smaller again And make me keep falling back in I want to love you if you'd let me Tell me do you regret me? In color, I see all the others I see all the flutters, The whispers laid under the covers Tell me would you let go let go If I told you I could go slow so slow And I could be the girl you want now want now I just needed all the know how and I know now Compliantly I'll stay right here On the edge of the world, I fear And I'll wait for you to return my love And if you don't please don't tell me not to jump. I remember Sitting on the edge of the world And you were there And you looked me in my eyes.. And I finally felt the even tides"

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mowmowmow's 7th album.

Give & Take
__Loss & Gain
____Ebb & Flow
______Night & Day
Even Tides

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I wrote most of these songs for a boy who will probably never take the time to sit down and listen to them.

credits

released September 21, 2016

Album Credits:

Miuna Mae - Vocals, Piano, Synth, Writting, Production
Rachel Lauth - Vocals, Sampled Vocals, Backup Vocals, Writing (1) (6) (9) (14)
Brad Bartee - Vocals, Bass Guitar, Guitar (1) (7) (8) (14)
Chris Littlejohn - Drums (7)
Brandi Callias - Vocals, Writing, Guitar, Synth (5)
BlueWind - Production (1)
Hantwan Alexander - Vocals, Writing (6)
Hassan Abdulahi - Vocals, Writing (6)
Chloe Krake - Sampled Vocals (6)

Mixed by Miuna Mae
Mastered by Chris Billiot

Special thanks to:
Lana Nelson
Brandon Cunningham
Watson Mae
Annette & A.J. Sisco
& Corey Debautte

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