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1. |
Ebb
03:17
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Part i:
Ft. Rachel Lauth
Rachel_
"I want to drown all of my thoughts of them in the lake
I want to cry out to the apparitions that loom over me while I sleep
I want to tell them that I understand
I want to convince them that i am alive
I want them to stop knocking at my door
I want to quit letting them in
I want to not hear them when I close my eyes
I want to not see them when they open, clawing at my bed post
I want to scream
I want to hide
I want to convince myself that they aren't here for me
I want to convince myself that they aren't here for me
I want to convince myself that they aren't here for me
I want to convince myself that they aren't here for me."
Part ii:
Ft. Brad Bartee of 35 PSI & Survivors Guilt
Brad_
"the ghost
he’s there
he’s in my room
she’s on the food
i eat with you
i guess i know
that things will go
and on and on and on
make sure you feel
the way you did
when i said once
when i said twice
how 'bout we die
tonight
(tonight)"
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2. |
Flow
04:32
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Part iii:
Ft. Miuna Mae
Miuna_
"hey
how have u been
i just want to know so i can help you
i don’t wanna lie
i know it’s not right
but i don’t wanna cry anyone
i wanna be there
i wanna be something
i don’t want to care
anymore
but when you are close
and the time is right
i want you to teach me how to love you
it’s scary alone
too much time at home
and distance is poison to our minds
but all that aside
i know that i tried
still he’s not coming over anymore
i wanna be there
i wanna be something
and i don’t want to care, oh
i don’t want to care anymore
(anymore)
leave me alone
i take back everything i said
and the note that i left
throw it away
what do you want me to say??
gotta keep my cool
and don’t lose my head
and go on with life
but i wish i was dead
and every left turn
reminds me the way that say
that you say what you say that say what you say
(what you say)
wait
help me
i think i’m losing track of my mind
you felt me
you gave me everything but your time
but somehow
i can’t help but to murmur your name
i wait now
cause when you pick up i’ll finally say
hey
how have u been
i just want to know so i can help you
i don’t want to lie
i know it’s not right
but i don’t want to cry anyone
i wanna be there
i wanna be something
i don’t want to care
anymore
but when you are close
and the time is right
i want you to teach me how to love you
i swear that i’ve changed
or maybe deranged
or maybe i’m physco
and i know
everything that u said
that sounded better in my head
what’s happening to me
i’ve spent hours of time
trying to get u to see
but you’re nothing but scared
you want me out of your hair
and how could i dare try and argue
guess i’m a little bit much
i mean i require your touch
and who wants to bother
help me
i think i’ve totally lost my mind
and i think
i feel it on the back of my spine
please save me
i can’t help but to murmur your name
i’ll change me
and when you pick up you’ll finally see
hey
how have u been?
i just want to know so i can help you
i don’t want to lie
i know it’s not right
but i don’t want to cry anyone
i wanna be there
i wanna be something
i don’t want to care
anymore
but when you are close
and the time is right
i want you to teach me how to love you
it’s scary alone
too much time at home
and distance is poison to our minds
but all that aside
i know that i tried
still he’s not coming over anymore
i wanna be there
(wanna be there)
i wanna be something
(wanna be something)
i don’t want to care
(and i don't wanna care)
i don’t want to care anymore
(anymore)"
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3. |
Bight Down
04:02
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Part iv:
Ft. Miuna Mae
Miuna_
"what am i? what am i? where do i want to be?
in ten years will i struggle just to get on my feet?
and i care, yes i care, but i'm somewhere between
wanting to die wanna cry wanna blow off some steam
and i know
somethings going on in my brain
and i want it stop
(stop)
but i know but i know
it was nothing but my head playing games
but i just wanted it to feel the same
but i just wanted it to feel the same
(sik beatz)
i saw the lines
drop from skies and leave to me
something behind
something to breath that u left at the sea
and i know
somethings going on in my brain
and i want it stop
but i know but i know
it was nothing but my head playing games
but i just wanted it to feel the same
but i just wanted it to feel the same
(more sik beatz)
(i saw the lines
drop from skies and leave to me
something behind
something to breath that u left at the sea
i saw the lines
drop from skies and leave to me
something behind
something to breath)
what if i, rolled the dye, where i want it to be
how do i quantify, what i want it to see
and i care, but i’m scared, guess i’m somewhere between
so bite down, cry out, wanna blow of some steam
and i can’t quite believe it
somethings just not working in me
and i wanted to retrieve it
but it’s hard to run with two broken feet
and i can’t quite believe it
somethings just not working in me
and i wanted to retrieve it
but it’s hard to run with two broken feet
and i know
somethings going on in my brain
and i want it stop
but i know but i know
it was nothing but my head playing games
and i know
somethings going on in my brain
and i want it stop
(stop)
but i know but i know
it was nothing but my head playing games
but i just wanted it to feel the same
but i just wanted it to feel the same
but i just wanted it to feel the same
but i just wanted it to feel the same"
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4. |
Cold Heart
03:58
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Part v:
Ft. Miuna Mae
Miuna_
"feels from a place I've already been
from the outside of mine looking in
feels like i’ve lost my own skin
feels like I'm drowning on the shallow end
and a cold heart grows
(to your footsteps fading away)
and a cold heart knows
(to your footsteps fading away)
That the racket in the left side died
And I left it the on road side
left me with my hopes tied
regret the way that i cried
When you left me on the road side
My god I'm disgusting
I'm a monster without a under bed to hide
I feel my ankles rusting
I want to cry out for everything that I tried
But you lied
and in my eyes i believed
that u would be the first one not to get up and leave
You deserted me without water
On an island way out at sea
And you threw away every inch of us
When you said that you were done with me
and a cold heart grows
(to your footsteps fading away)
and a cold heart knows
(to your footsteps fading away)
That the racket in the left side died
And I left it the on road side
left me with my hopes tied
regret the way that i cried
When you left me on the road side
this desert island where i lie
if u were here i wouldn’t want to die
i tore your picture off my wall
now i don’t feel anything at all
i’ll leave you on the shelf
and i’ll just throw myself away
and if the interest changes
i’ll dust you off some sunny day
inspire someone else i will
i’ll tell them all the good things
and if these words will be my will
give all my love to you again
give all my love again
give all my love again
and a cold heart grows
(to your footsteps fading away)
and a cold heart knows
(to your footsteps fading away)
That the racket in the left side died
And I left it the on road side
left me with my hopes tied
regret the way that i cried
When you left me on the road side
and a cold heart grows
(to your footsteps fading away)
and a cold heart knows
(to your footsteps fading away)
That the racket in the left side died
And I left it the on road side
left me with my hopes tied
regret the way that i cried
When you left me on the road side
(to your footsteps fading away)
(to your footsteps fading away)
(to your footsteps fading away)
(to your footsteps fading away)"
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5. |
Gone Under
03:54
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Part vi:
Ft. Brandi Callias
Brandi_
"melting
under the shifting moon
i've gone under to a world
that i cannot refuse
moving
under the flowing blue
sinking slowly
into my peaceful
suffocating
drowning"
Part vii:
Ft. Miuna Mae & Brandi Callias
Miuna_
"You were my evening river
you were the warmth laid under my neck
i wait to no deliver
you were the siren that caused the wreck
I think back to September
I held your hand you kissed my face
but just the moment you win her
you turn away to change your fate
i can’t blame anyone anymore
for the words that light up on my cell
i held your hand when you crossed the door
but you’re giving me hell
(but you're giving me hell)
and i act alright
but i’m not alright
and you’re acting fine
but what about all the time
what about all the time
what about all the time
One last kiss
was it worth it
One last word
One night more
can i make it
One
more
word
And if your lungs collapse
I’d be the air that holds gives you life
and if you change your mind
You know i’d love to be your
i hope that i wasn’t a knife
i hope that i wasn’t a knife
but wasn’t it nice
but wasn’t it nice
but wasn’t it nice
but wasn’t it nice
i hope that i wasn’t a knife
but wasn’t it nice
i hope that i wasn’t a knife
but wasn’t it nice"
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6. |
Breath (interlude)
04:12
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intro feat. Chloe Krake
Part viii:
Ft. Rachel Lauth
Rachel_
"we got bandanas on our hears
got moola in our pockets 'cause the sales"
Part ix:
Ft. Hantwan Alexander & Hassan Abdullahi
Hass_
"u know i be feeling myself GURL
u know i feel myself GURL
u know i be feeling myself GURL
u know i feel myself GURL
i been lookin' down
wondering now
all this day
i be like
girl whats up
i said hey
but you don't call me no more gurl
whhhHHHHYYYY"
Hantwan_
"You don't have to call no more
i don't give a fuck i ain't trippin' tho
i ain't even checking my phone though
i ain't thinking bout you every second though
i ain't really tripping ain't nothing girl
feeling like u ain't my world
feeling like i really don't need you
feeling like i don't need more of you"
Hass_
"u know i be feeling myself GURL
u know i feel myself GURL
u know i be feeling myself GURL
u know i feel myself GURL
i been lookin' down
wondering now
all this day
i be like
girl whats up
i said hey
but you don't call me no more gurl
whhhHHHHYYYY"
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7. |
Hard to Come By
04:10
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Part x:
Ft. Miuna Mae
with Chris Littlejon on Drums
Miuna_
"For those who said it'd get better
You lied
For those who tell me I should forget him
I tried
And sure maybe I shouldn't be so dreary
To write an entire album about a boy
i don’t have summer in my eyes, no
i don’t have money or an amazing sense of mind, no
but i’m pretty decent at a few good things
i’m the type of girl thats hard to come by
(jammin)
so tell your friends about your ex winter lover
and tell your mother that she's got her way
and when you tell her that you’ve found another
don’t expect that her opinion will change, no
i don’t have summer in my eyes
i don’t have money or an amazing sense of mind, no
but i’m pretty decent at a few good things
i’m the type of girl thats hard to come by
i hope you miss me now
all i wanted was for you to turn around
i hope you’re happier now
i hope you’re happier now
now now now now
i don’t have summer in my eyes
i don’t have money i don’t have anything going on in my mind
i’m a pitiful shit excuse for a human
and i can’t do anything right
and i will lose everything i love
when i think it’s alright
i would try to kill myself
but i’d probably fuck it up again
i want this nightmare to end
(i want this nightmare to end)
i want to drown in my puke in my bed tonight
and get this image of you out of my head tonight
i’m a piece of shit i do nothing but cry
i’m the type of girl that hard to come by
i’m the type of girl that hard to come by
i’m the type of girl that hard to come by
i’m the type of girl that hard to come by
i’m the type of girl that hard to come by"
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8. |
Trenched/Drenched
04:58
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Part xii:
Ft. Miuna Mae
Miuna_
"I miss your arm
When it was hanging round me
While I slept
And now I'll never be clean
I really thought I felt on top of it
But now we're polar opposites
So Monday
I'll take my thoughts to the park
And they'll stay
With care I'll carve them in bark
you won't come over to talk of it
cause now we're polar opposites
I wish I could make this painless
I wish I could not be scared
I wish I could just be mindless
If I end this would you see that I cared
So I’ll wait
Yeah I’ll wait
So I’ll stay
Oh I’ll stay
I don't wanna stop myself from counting down
keep crying cause I know you're not coming around
you said you're done with all my shit
And now we're polar opposites
don't wanna stop myself from counting down
keep crying cause I know you're not coming around
you said you're done with all my shit
And now we're polar opposites
don't wanna stop myself from counting down
keep crying cause I know you're not coming around
you said you're done with all my shit
And now we're polar opposites"
Part xiii:
Ft. Brad Bartee & Miuna Mae
Brad_
"Patience, safely
ill climb over towers
to see the ghost go home
safely
safely
have you seen the dreary scenes of peculiar fate?
i'm surprised i'm shocked
i'm surprised i'm shocked
let me tell you what i really do
where i really go
let me tell you what i really do
where i really go
when i'm not with you
when i'm not with you"
Miuna_
"I don't wanna stop myself from counting down
keep crying cause I know you're not coming around
you said you're done with all my shit
And now we're polar opposites
don't wanna stop myself from counting down
keep crying cause I know you're not coming around
you said you're done with all my shit
And now we're polar opposites"
Brad_
"we're older, and nobody can feel a thing
we're older, and nobody can feel a thing
without patience, you can feel it setting in
without patience, you can feel it setting in
feel it setting in"
Part xiv:
Ft. Miuna Mae
Miuna_
"ya know i can’t say why
but it’s the only thing weighing on the back of my mind
ya know i can’t quite tell
cause i’m the only thing keepin me all locked by myself
u keep ‘em running to me
u keep ‘em running
u keep ‘em running to me
i’ll keep ‘em coming, i guess
u keep ‘em running to me
u keep ‘em running
u keep ‘em running to me
i’ll keep ‘em coming, i guess
you’ve got ur ten pound luck
you’ve keep ur head now nailed to the top of a truck
you’ve got a bullet proof mind
who was i to think that something could be perfectly timed
u keep ‘em running to me
u keep ‘em running
u keep ‘em running to me
i’ll keep ‘em coming, i guess
u keep ‘em running to me
u keep ‘em running
u keep ‘em running to me
i’ll keep ‘em coming, i guess"
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9. |
Starry Skies
03:46
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Part xv:
Ft. Rachel Lauth & Miuna Mae
Miuna & Rachel Switching off_
3 months, oh three months and still i'm running around
like a chicken without it’s head
so how come, oh how come, when things start turning around
they go right back down instead
i know, i know, but it get’s better with time
i think that’s something you find
so forget, forget, try to forget his face
i think you’ll see it with space
but it’s not like that,
cause what if he texts me back?
and what if he doesn’t
you know you shouldn’t think like that.
but he said forever
forever isn’t as long as you’d think
and i can’t stand this waiting game
it’s not really a game if there’s you’re the only one playing
do you get what i’m saying now?
i understand, understand
but i don’t get how
how am i supposed to wake up
it’s really feeling like a break up now
and how much time should this take up
i think i’m ready for a make up now
how am i supposed to wake up
it’s really feeling like a break up now
and how much time should this take up
i think i’m ready for a make up now
He loves me not, and yet I thought
In winter love again I'm caught
And I'll refute on every truth
Until I've wasted all my youth
And if he-
I'm gonna stop you right there
cause If he cared he would be right here
If you only knew the strength of two
Was just a myth he taught to you
how am i supposed to wake up
you get your self worth and you take it back
and how much time will this take up
don’t treat a breakup like a heart attack
how am i supposed to wake up
“how am i supposed to help you
when you only hear yourself”
and how much time should this take up
“take up a hobby or two just to keep yourself busy for now”
When nonsense spills
Im staying still
Back to a thing I'm calling fine
Regaining trust
Isn't a must
was it love or was it lust?
Time multiplies
Feelings subside
Love lies alone in the starry skies
how am i supposed to wake up
you get your self worth and you take it back
and how much time should this take up
don’t treat a breakup like a heart attack
how am i supposed to wake up
“how am i supposed to help you
when you only hear yourself”
and how much time should this take up
“take up a hobby or two just to keep yourself busy for now
When nonsense spills
Im staying still
Back to a thing I'm calling fine
Regaining trust
Isn't a must
was it love or was it lust?
Time multiplies
Feelings subside
Love lies alone in the starry skies”
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10. |
Even Tides
04:47
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Part xvi:
Ft. Miuna Mae
Miuna_
"the text said i was an eight
oh great!
shit,
what do i say from here..
how do you tell someone you like them,
but stay away from making it weird?
(so i say)
sorry, i’ve got a lot of anxiety
but if you’ve got nothing to do
i think right now what i want
is to spend a couple hours with you
(is to spend a couple hours with you)
walls, the pressure,
can i rest here?
sun spotted and stopped
when was the last time that i mopped?
not lately!!!
but i’m thinking that you hate me now
the odds of us returning
to reverse this to the second of it turning
it’s getting lesser and lesser
but i think you were the best sir
how
how do you not lie awake?
The moment and the sound of the break
The wind cried for us to stop
when it dimmed who was left ontop
So guess we B R E A K
How much will she cry today?
I may be young
But I'm so undone
I'm out of breath
I'm out of touch
So did you L O V E me?
sensation in my brain when u talk to me
I may be young
I'm so undone
I'm out of breath
I'm still in love.
i lost 7 pounds when u walked away
told myself i wouldn’t cry today
spent whole days in bed this may
just hoping that you’d come again my way...
but you didn’t
and i’m starting to hate every inch of you
for this hell that this love has been putting me through
just the second that i thought i saw sincerity
you flipped all of your cards and you said to me
(he said)
“i don’t think it could work anymore
because your so fucking insane
and you’re annoying to the core”
of course i’m paraphrasing
but you know the words are racing
every mention of his name
i go crazy gotta say it cause
(i didn’t want it to break
i didn’t want it to break
were you just being fake??
i didn’t want it to break)
So!
So guess we B R E A K
How much will she cry today?
I may be young
I'm so undone
I'm out of breath
I'm out of touch
So did you L O V E me?
sensation in my brain when u talk to me
I may be young
I'm so undone
I'm out of breath
I'm still in love.
So did you L O V E me?
sensation in my brain when u talk to me
I may be young
I'm so undone
I'm out of breath
I'm still in love.
the text said i was an eight
oh great!
shit,
what do i say from here..
how do you tell someone you like them
but stay away from making it weird?
(so i say!!)
sorry, i’ve got a lot of anxiety
but if you’ve got nothing to do
i think right now what i want
is to spend a couple hours with you
So guess we B R E A K
How much will she cry today?
I may be young
But I'm so undone
I'm out of breath
I'm out of touch
So did you L O V E me?
sensation in my brain when u talk to me
I may be young
I'm so undone
I'm out of breath
I'm still in love.
(I may be young
I'm so undone
I'm out of breath
I'm still in love)"
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11. |
Still Seas (Interlude)
02:44
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part xvii:
produced by miuna mae
there are no lyrics.
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12. |
Flashes
04:21
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part xviii:
Ft. Miuna Mae
"hey i know the feeling
like you’re running out of reason
like you’re running out of time
like you’re lost without a season
so you’re running out of mind
like you’re stuck with two left shoes
hard to say whats on your mind
like you’re broke without a clue
i really want to stay i
i really want to say i know
i really want to stay i
i really wish you’d say something like
I can’t get you out of my mind, no
starting to think that i’m finally fine, oh
hoping that things will work out this time oh
and i’m telling you
i want nothing but validation, from you
i want nothing but validation, from you
Please don't see me differently, no
Please don't see me differently, no
Please don't see me differently, no
then how i see u
Please don't see me differently, no
Please don't see me differently, no
Please don't see me differently, no
then how i see u
Pinch me for the feeling
wake me up, I think i'm dreaming
nothing's ever gone my way like this
(please don't go away no)
tell me what your thinking
gears in my head wont stop clinking
feels like i've been waiting so long for this
(please don't go away np)
i really want to stay i
i really want to say i know
i really want to stay i
i really wish you’d say something like
I can’t get you out of my mind
starting to think that i’m finally fine
hoping that things will work out this time oh
and i’m telling ya
i want nothing but validation, from you
i want nothing but validation, from you
I can’t get you out of my mind
starting to think that i’m finally fine
hoping that things will work out this time oh
and i’m telling ya
you can stand in the depression that’s come your way
you can curl up forever and whither away
you’ll see when everything passes
sadness lasts for moments like camera flashes
I can’t get you out of my mind
starting to think that i’m finally fine
hoping that things will work out this time oh
I can’t get you out of my mind
I can’t get you out of my mind
I can’t get you out of my mind
I can’t get you out of my mind
starting to think that i’m finally fine
hoping that things will work out this time oh
and i'm telling you!!"
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13. |
Watson
02:54
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part xix:
Ft. Miuna Mae
I'm going to miss you watson.
"Thanks for the bad days
You made them alright
You made me feel ok
Thanks for those big eyes
Yellow eyes and both times
I've already said goodbye
To you
Good byes aren't forever
Good byes aren't forever, no
Good byes aren't forever
Im praying what I'm saying is true
You were my favorite dance partner
you were my favorite conversation host
you were my wide eyed brother
you were the thing in the this world i loved the most
you were my watcher at night
you were my heater when my feet got cold
you make everything feel alright
i’m so sorry that you never got to grow old
i can’t share my red blood cells with you
but if i could i give you my few
and i’d let your voice echo through my halls
i’d let your voice break through these walls
i can’t let the breath back in you
i can’t let your veins start flowing again
i can’t give you another few years
i won’t ever get to see you growing again
Good byes aren't forever
Good byes aren't forever
Good byes aren't forever
Im praying what I'm saying is true
goodbyes aren’t forever
goodbyes aren’t forever
goodbyes aren’t forever
it’s not goodbye
until say its good bye
it’s not goodbye
until i say
goodbye
goodbye"
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14. |
No Kooks in Arkansas
03:34
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part xx:
Ft. Miuna Mae & Rachel Lauth
Brad Bartee on Guitar & Bass
"(all away)
no kooks in arkansas, okay?
you can throw it all away
all away
no time time for miracles today
you can throw it all away
all away
it seems fine
oh it seems fine
oh it seems fine
it seems like
oh it seems like
i'm
i’m fine
no kooks in arkansas, okay??!!
you can throw it all away
all away
no time time for miracles today
you can throw it all away
all away
it's seamless
where did u go tonight?
up to the third floor alright
the fall won’t kill you
the fall won’t kill you
where did u go tonight?
up to the third floor alright
the fall won’t kill you
the fall won’t kill you
the fall won’t kill you
the fall won’t kill you
the fall won’t kill you
the fall won’t kill you
the fall won’t kill you
the fall won’t kill you
the fall won’t kill you
the fall won’t kill
the fall won’t kill
no kooks in arkansas, okay?!?!?!?!?!?!
you can throw it all away
all away"
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part xxi:
Ft. Miuna Mae
"I remember
Sitting on the edge of the world
And you were there
And you looked me in my eyes and smiled
Returned to sender
I'm waiting on the last line of hope
And you could be here
And I'd look you in the eyes and think a while
Scythe, Id prefer
I don't want to take the knife, out of her
I want you by my side, in turn
Because Regardless you'll still be on my mind, my sir
So give me a surprise, confound
And give it to my ears, the sound
All of the lights, around
And the jumping of stars in our town
Make me feel smaller again
And make me keep falling back in
I want to love you if you'd let me
Tell me do you regret me?
In color,
I see all the others
I see all the flutters,
The whispers laid under the covers
Tell me would you let go let go
If I told you I could go slow so slow
And I could be the girl you want now want now
I just needed all the know how and I know now
Compliantly I'll stay right here
On the edge of the world, I fear
And I'll wait for you to return my love
And if you don't please don't tell me not to jump.
I remember
Sitting on the edge of the world
And you were there
And you looked me in my eyes..
And I finally felt the even tides"
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